"Bar
Mitzvah Sermon"
Rabbi Joshua Heller
Congregation B’nai Torah
rabbi@bnaitorah.org
I
delivered this sermon on the anniversary of my Bar Mitzvah.
I don't recall the sermon that my dad wrote for me on that
occasion. Maybe for the 50th anniversary I’ll trot it
out.
I
gave a sermon that attracted some notice, and indeed some
very strong
responses, including a mention in a national Jewish Telegraphic
Agency article that is appeared in many local Jewish newspapers
around the country. I spoke from notes, rather than a full
text, but I’ve reconstructed my remarks. That way, even
if you weren’t in shul, when someone asks about the
article, you can speak with authority. If my words move you
and you'd like to help, you can contribute through my discretionary
fund, or by clicking online:
http://www.masorti.org/contribute.html
or by sending a check to
Masorti
475 Riverside Drive, Suite 832
NY NY 10115-0122
The
seed of what I shared was not my Bar Mitzvah speech, but was
sprouted from old material nonetheless. It's something that
I first came
to that weekend 9 years ago, as I prepared to leave Israel,
after spending a year there. It had been an astonishing year:
Rabin was assassinated. Two of my friends were blown up by
terrorists on a bus the week after they became engaged. It
was by no means the first time that I had spent time in Israel,
but it was the most intense experience.
The
parashah for that week speaks of 12 spies who Moses sends
to check out the land. They go for 40 days, their mission
to find out:
What kind of people live there? Are they strong or weak, few
or many? Is the land good or bad, are the cities fortified?
Is the land
productive? Are there trees? Finally, Moses encourages them:
be strong and take of its fruit.
They
come back with some incredible souvenirs. The fruit of the
land was so big that it took one man to carry a pomegranite.
Two men to carry a cluster of grapes. James had his giant
peach. You think the strawberries today are bigger than the
ones you remember from when you were growing up? I wouldn’t
have wanted to tested these fruits for steroids and growth
hormones.
Despite
their success in the produce section, the report that the
spies bring back is negative- "while the fruits are great,
the cities are
greatly fortified, and it is an eretz ochelete yoshveiha-
a land that devours its inhabitants. V'kol Ha'am Asher rainu
betocha anshei middot-
the people we saw there were people of magnitude.
Nine,
having concluded my own "tour of the land," I read
that verse and remarked what an incredible country is- it
is an eretz ochelet yoshveha-the rocky soil opens, reluctantly,
all too often to accept the bodies of the young men and women
who give their lives who defend it. People are devoured by
tension by conflict. And yet, Kol Ha’am Asher Ra-inu
Betocha Anshei Middot. They are people of incredible qualities
and indomitable spirit. I saw people go on, press on despite
having experienced the most astonishing things. I saw the
courage, the commitment, the drive. When Moses asks the spies
to search the land, he asks them to look for trees. Rashi
explains that this does not mean trees, literally, but rather
a search for the righteous and strong of spirit. The Israelis
that I met fit that description- mighty as a cedar, even as
they wept like willows.
But
the truth is, now, nine years later, as I prepare to return
for a visit with members of the Atlanta community, I want
to reflect not on
different challenges. For indeed, the challenges of Israel's
relationships with its neighbors, of political divisions of
right and
left, are still major. The questions of how to handle Gaza,
Hamas and terror, are deep. What's going on now is a deeper
battle for the very soul of Israel, which is in some way even
more threatening than all the French antisemitism, all of
the Palestinian arms stockpiling, even than
the Iranian nuclear program.
Even
greater than the risk of war with Iran, is the risk of becoming
Iran.
Israeli society is increasingly fragmented from within. On
the one side, you have the increasing hard-line nature of
the Haredi, Ultraorthodox
world. It is a world of Humras, that the only legitimate way
is the strict way, that women have no place in the synagogue.
That one can't
drink the tap water on Passover, lest someone throw bread
into the lake Kinneret, which is the source for much of Israel’s
water. Moreover, that the society at large must bend over
backwards to accommodate and finance this subculture within
society.
On
the other hand, Israeli culture has shown a disturbing trend
towards ultra-secularization, and even anti-religious behavior.
It used to be
that even those who were not personally observant had a respect
for observance as part of the communal culture. It used to
be that people
who were not religious would go out of their way to fast on
Yom Kippur. Now, will have a big meal on Yom kippur "just
because." It used to be
that pork was a rarity in butcher shops and restaurant menus.
Now, you have people going out to buy bread on Passover. Perhaps
so that they can throw it into lake Kinneret!
Israel
is raising a generation of children with no common ground-
some who have never watched T.V, some who have never observed
Shabbat. Imagine an Israel where no-one remembers what a Bat
Mitzvah is, because religion is the provenance of the few
who don’t believe in haftorahs. Imagine an Israel where
the only way to get married is to bribe a rabbi who is already
paid by the government, or to fly to Cypress to be married
by a justice of the peace. Imagine a choice between a secular
school where the children learn Hebrew, but not Torah, nothing
about our holidays and tradtions, or a yeshiva where the children
learn no science, no math, no world History. An Israel where
our money is still welcome, but where we have no place.
There
is a solution, a response- Masorti, the Conservative movement
in Israel. They have been remarkably successful in creating
synagogues that reach out to Jews where they are. Creating
a middle ground of vibrant congregations- steeped in our tradition,
but with a face towards the modern world as well.
If
you are looking for a synagogue in Israel where men and women
can sit together, but the liturgy is what you know, where
your daughter or
grand-daughter can say her haftorah, then you are looking
for one of the over 50 Masorti congregations throughout Israeli.
If
you were looking for a school in Israel like Epstein, GHA,
or Davis, you'll find it through Masorti, in the Tali system,
which has 22,000
students in schools across Israel. Coals to Newcastle! The
Israelis need us to bring them Day schools.
If
you are looking for a camp like Ramah, or Barney, or a youth
program like USY/Kadima you'll find it through Noam.
If
you are looking for a rabbi like me, who strives to be knowledgeable,
but open, you'll find it through the RA Israel.
But
if you don't look soon, if you don't help soon, you might
not find any of these things.
If
you read the Jerusalem Post this week, you've read that the
Masorti movement is in trouble. Budget of the entire institution
is $2,000,000-
that's less than the annual budget of some of the bigger synagogues
here in Atlanta. With that money, they reach 125,000 people.
That’s $8 per person! That's in jeopardy. They've had
to lay off staff, including Rabbi Ehud Bendel, who was one
of the most eloquent voices for religious pluralism and understanding
in Israeli society, and one of the most effective lobbyists
for inter-movement understanding. I'm not worried about him-
he'll find a great job, but I’m worried for an Israel
where voices like his are not heard.
Whenever
an institution is in trouble- you ask why. Masorti gets funding
from three sources:
$780,000 from the Jewish agency. The Jewish Agency was founded
as the “government in exile” of the Jewish people
before Israel was created. Today, among other things, it helps
funnel our UJA money to Israeli causes. $300,000 from within
Israel- the support of local congregations $500,000 from American
Jewry.
One
figure you will note is missing is that there is none from
the Israeli governemnt- most Israeli synagogues don't have
dues. Every
orthodox synagogue in Israel, every Orthodox synagogue, gets
funding from the government. If you wanted to have a synagogue
like ours, the second the mechitza comes down, the spigots
turn off. One of the challenges for success of Masorti in
Israel is that other options may
not be interesting, but they are free. If you want to get
out of paying shul dues, make Aliyah!
The
question remains as to why we, as American Jews, haven’t
done more. I can’t blame B’nai Torah- we’re
new to the Conservative movement, we’re still learning
how valuable that connections is. And there are other phenomena-
charitable giving is down overall, people would rather give
for bricks than for programming. Still, I think one of the
problems is a phenomenon that I find troubling, which is that
we are often drawn to support institutions that do not project
the same kind of Judaism that we practice in our own synagogue,
to the exclusion of those that do.
There
are many reasons why we support one cause or another. Sometimes
it's out of community mindedness- recognizing that there are,
indeed, worthy causes across the spectrum of Jewish belief
and practice, and we should not be biased or closed-minded
in our giving. When that is the case, God bless. However sometimes
it's out of guilt. We say to ourselves: “I can never
hope to live up to the ‘true’ Jewish ideal.
However, perhaps my checkbook can go to Heaven. I will give
money to someone with the appropriate accent, in the appropriate
costume, and they will go be Jewish for me.” This behavior
mirrors the self-doubt of the spies, saying that we are nothing,
and that others are greater than us.
I
want to challenge our synagogue to begin to think differently.
B’nai Torah is a synagogue for which Israel is important,
and where people
have a history of giving, and giving generously. I've been
present when we've raised $1,000,000 for Israel bonds. I know
that there are those
here who give to a range of causes, Yeshivas, what-have-you
in Israel. That’s fine. Every Jewish institution has
the right for support and
thrive. However, I urge you to listen to the advice that God
gave to Moses- Shelach Lecha, anashim. When you send, send
for yourself, people. Send to yourself. Target your money
where it will make the most difference.
I
hope that your children spend time in Israel. When I sent
my children- do I want Caleb to come back with a shtreimel,
with a tattoo? (If you
forced me to choose, I’d take the former). But there
needs to be a middle ground. if Amelia, if your daughter,
if your granddaughter, wants
to have a bat mitzvah in Israel, I want there to be a place
where she can read the haftorah.
I
want to challenge our synagogue to raise $10K for Masorti.
I'll make it easy. I'm giving the first $1000 from my discretionary
fund, and $250
from my own money, and as Amelia's first act of Tzedakah.
That’s only $8750 left to go. I know that there are
many who give graciously to the synagogue, and to other causes,
and I don’t want to cheat anyone else. But I also know
that no-one ever gives away their last dollar. It comes back
to Moses- shelach lecha anashim. Send to yourself- to Jews
like you, to support the kind of Jewish life that we believe
in.
In
November, we have a unique opportunity to go to Israel with
federation. I urge you to come and spy out the land with me.
We will
learn about the exciting progress that Israel has made in
business and technology, the challenges of security and international
relations. But
most of all, we will ask the same questions that Moses asked.
Moses
asked: “Do they live in camps, or in fortresses”
We ask: “Do our brethren live in isolated camps, disconnected
from each
other, or fortresses, with high walls between them.
Moses
asked: “Are there Trees?”
We ask: “Rashi says that trees are people of righteousness.
Where are the true “trees”- are they isolated
in the synagogues and houses of
study, or are they those who reach out to the Israeli population
at large.
Moses
said: Be strong and take of its fruit, for it is the days
of the first-fruits of the vine. Right now is the days of
the first-fruits of
the vine. The need for Masorti grows every day, the demand
far outstrips their ability to provide. Will we allow the
buds to be harmed by frost, or will we tend them so that we
can someday drink their sweet wine.
Come
to Israel- see for yourself the peril and the promise. Be
strong, and take of its fruit.